Never let you go by Janice

The rain just never seems to bring the joy, I feel the same,
Everlasting pain of my loss remains,
My heart can't seem to learn to part,
The hold you left your mark,
All that I dreamed of now it seem so stark,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now, but give in,

*Chorus
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

The way you left me on the train,
I don't know what to say,
I remember everything of that day,
I can't believe we'd never dance,
I just need one more chance,
To share the sunset,
Our one last romance,

Though I told myself, won't hold my breath,
A part of me was dying,
There is nothing left for me to do now but give in,

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go.

If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would sing to you and tell you I won't live my life without you,
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling,
I would hold your hand and look in your eyes,
And you know I'd never let you go

A very nice song... highly recommended..


Will be getting my new phone today... A purple Samsung E250... a nice phone but with a rather screwed VGA camera... well, i only need a nice phone now cos i already got 2 good cammies haha...

Chatted with my wifey mia... somehow i kinda miss her haha... well... she will be coming back in December... hope to see her soon =D

A late entry for yesterday stuffs... was doing NDP at Nee Soon Camp yesterday... tiring and depressed day... lost my phone yesterday... dunno where did i lost it also... i thought all my contacts gone... but luckily, i remembered i got a backup contacts where i printed it all out... Phew!!! Phone gone never mind... contacts are still around then can already =D

It was a tiring day doing the TRS and PRC sets... setting the frequency... running here and there cos i got no hp already haha... seen quite a number of my bmt mates there... was really elated to see em around cos too long never see them already... some grew fat and some actually maintain which is good =D too bad that i am not in the marching contingent... if not we will be able to march together proudly =)

Seen some of the performance already... one of which is SJC and it turned out well... did everything till quite late and in the end BSO sent mi home cos i am broke and uncontactable lOlx...

Finally... i cleared one of the item in my wishlist... i got myself a DSLR and now i am really broke haha... a Olympus E300 with Supersonic Wave Filter (SSWF) which uses ultrasonic waves to "shake" dust off the sensor... sounds cool hur =p well it is really not easy using a DSLR to take nice photos... still learning how to use it... should be able to take nice nice photos in 1 or 2 weeks time...

"WoOoooOOSSsssSshhhHHhhhh"

*Attention all passengers...Last call for ALL ML passengers... the plane will be taking off in 5min...*

Well folks... that's all for today... gonna take a plane off to ML (Monster Land) already... night...

Ex Tourmaline/Ex Lionstride

A week of outfield at Area A and D... i enjoyed myself through these 4/5 days of outfield even though i was reluctant to go at first... at least now i truly understand what to do when i am out in the field, not using GSM to find out where is one another... somehow most of us actually rely on our signal sets and rectifying it when something is wrong with the sets...

Being a S3, S2 and FSO signaller is certainlly not easy... manning the coms 24/7... always alert for any incoming msgs... a 1 man show from 0630 till 1700 when derek and abeely wasn't around as they dun wanna have too many signallers around... checking whether arty allocation is ready for FSO... i guess this is me... never say die attitude... i will comms every 2/3 min till they come out only to know that the whole brigade were sleeping soundly for 2 hrs... =/ turned off... i also need to listen carefully in case other units are reporting the location of enemies... i need to jot down all this stuffs and get updates of enemy status as well...

We went back to Fibua Village in the afternoon, and saw some of the 9div infan guys doing fibua fighting... it was really cool... at that moment i was thinking why wasn't i been posted to infantry forces cos i enjoy all these kind of things... it is just like some live CS...

Through this exercise... i gain experience and made new friends... working with Keat Hong and 21SA's officers, sgts, mans were certainly a fruitful and enriching one... they are friendly, fun-loving and approachable... Thanks for all the help from CPT Lim, 2LT Shengle, Calvin, Staff Sze, Jack, and of cos not forgetting the drivers, fellow signallers and storeman... nice working with you guys... free can come 46 tok cock with us =D

Night falls... time for me to book in soon... got attached to 40SAR for Ex Tourmaline... hopefully everything will be fine and fun... this ex will definitely up my signal level haha... well... got to pack up my stuffs and prepare for the outfield next week... have a nice week ahead folks...

Will you choose to walk up the hill which is a more tiring route

OR

Will you choose to walk down the hill which is a very relaxing route...



It is easier to go down a hill rather than up... but the view at the top will be nicer...

Will you be the one going up the hill? Facing different obstacles and challenges through the way... If you are the one... Good luck to you, cos you will definitely be special to every single species and shine out from the rest =D

To those who takes the other route... you still got time to turn back and walk up the hill... you might take a longer time to reach... but nevertheless, you will still be at the top... it is just a matter of time whether you reach the top sooner or later... =)

Today was a rather happening night... firstly i went to ying ying's birthday party... felt kinda left out there cos most of her friends is primary school and secondary school friends... so i stick to allan all the way which made mi feel like a gay bleah... but i spotted alvin chong hohoho... i think most of the em cant recognise mi even if i know them cos i changed so much =D chit chat tok cock there... rot here rot there... left the party at about 2130 and headed off to eat mee goreng...

We went to the shop which is located near Great World City... while waiting for the food... i drove the car to somewhere else and park cos i think the police is taking down some of the plate number... most of the drivers drove off and park else where so do i haha... couldn't find a damn lot... decided to park below a mansion instead heck care already haha... when i came back, the food is still not there... well, the long wait is worth, cos it tasted really nice whaha...

Headed to MOS after my dinner... met Famin then went in together... Met his friends inside the club and they brought us to some pub and clinic C... woot it was really fun... i didn't know i can dance so well until i danced in Clinic C... whahaha... Clubbing with Famin ain't that bad afterall... had fun with his friends dancing off at the dance floor... went back to MOS at about 2am... got our complimentary drinks then dance all the way without his friends tagging along cos they went home already... it was very cramp in Smoove but we do had fun haha...

Clubbing ended at 0505... had our breakfast at mac... accompanied famin to the bus stop and i took a cab home from @Central...

Ok... Time to slp... 0652... Sleeping time... Good night everybody...

Sadly, some times true love can be broken just by a simple snap.

Yet, that does not mean that the world is ending.

In a relationship, we do get ... but we must be strong enough, stand up from where we fall and be again...


Before i entered the army... my family, friends and i were being protected by the SAF, RSAF, Navy, Police and Civil Defence... in the past, i don't think i would be able to do anything if Singapore is under any threats which might harm my family and friends... but now i can... I have became the protector and a defender of singapore... I will not hesitate to defend/kill the person who tries to harm my family or friends... i will FIGHT for Singapore if my motherland is under any attack...

Well... Just discovered some of my previous entries went missing... I guess this is a hint saying that the past won't be back anymore =D

Wooh... quite a sian week... was searching for basketball ground with derek yesterday and today...but we just cant find any spot to play... NONE OF THE COURT IS PACKED WITH PPL!!! =( so no basketball for the past few days... damn sad... sian sian sian... but yesterday derek and i had a fun time at tiong bahru park playground haha... somehow we found our childhood back there again... playing the swing, slides, monkey bars and merry go round... we just climb up here and there and sliding down from the ultimate smooth slides haha... we even slide into the sand whahahaha... damn fun... the 4 gals there must be wondering what the fuk are these 2 idiot doing there... 2 guys somemore haha damn gay... well... who cares =p

Went beach road today and got my field pack items... searched for ppl playing bball but dun have also... sian ah... since cant find anybody playing, eventually we decided to head home...

the long weekend will be ending today liao... lotsa things will be coming up soon... ahhh!!! must be able to take up the stressful life which will be coming up soon...

Oh yah YK... u must get out of the Black hole soon leh... after that we shall go out together... very long never go out liao... breaking up is nothing cos u still have us...

Well... gonna stop here le... watch tv, pack up, rot a while and go back the stupid camp liao... tata...