To be Happy??? Or to be Sad???

Sorry for not updating my blog cos i has been rather busy for the past few weeks lOlx... nowadays rather lazy to blog also hee... rather spend my days with my buddies and gf... and uploading of photos is such a chore cos must resize them... eeks!!! ok... i shall blog about what are the highlights for this week...

SOC
This is a tiring thing to do... nobody likes SOC unless u compare it with route marches haha... since i enlist into army from 030606, i had never done a full rundown SOC before till i stepped into 46SAR... the weekly SOC and PT trainings really do increase our combat fitness... for the first trial test... i think i did quite well as i completed everything with a timing of 10.33min... but just that i cant do low rope... our sgts train us hard on our weak stations... so somehow that do helps =D

SOC Test 1
It was a cold morning with condensation took place on the damn obstacles... it was still wet even after glenn and some guys had already wiped it with newspaper... during the test... i slipped at the parallel bar and swing trainer as it was really very wet... so i completed it with a bad timing.. 11.36min...

SOC Test 2
Didn't do due to knee injury haha...

SOC Test 3 (280307)
My knee was still in pain but i still do it... i gonna do the test, clear all the obstacles and do it with good timing... not gonna fail myself or anyone again... The test kicked off at around 0750... i ran and i was really tired after i reached low wall... knowing that tireness is just temporary, i begin to use my mind power to overcome everything... most of them said that my mental and endurance is damn strong... and they were right... i clocked a impressive timing of 9.29min... i was really proud of myself as i set myself a goal ' I must be the first obese to pass SOC in signal platoon'... i never failed myself, Kestrel, Signal institute and last of all Signal platoon... I am so elated that i did well =D

Judy put a . to our relationship on thursday night... i went to find her in the night cos i got nights off... everything was normal... nothing abnormal happened... played pool, find logy, went to eat, go home/camp... after i came out from my shower... she smsed mi something which made my tears dropped... was our pace really too fast for everything??? she said that i treated her too good... even my mum treats her well... i just wanna make her feel bless and letting her know that she is important to me... i dunno... i am very lost now... i dunno what to tell my mum when she ask her whereabout or whether i go out with her or what... how to tell my mum that we have already went seperate ways... i will have to find a good time to tell her this... sighzz... i guess i treat gals too good liao bah... too good that they dunno what to do... will we be back together again??? dunno... the answer from her is a guess not situation... hopefully she will be happier after she left mi... somehow my case is like the same as wenjin... i can go hug him and cry liao...


April is coming... at this period of time... i think most of us are falling apart... busy busy busy... the magic word 'Turn Ops Lo' will happen within 48hrs... and i guess our life will be quite miserable or shall we put it in a nicer way... enriching??? haha... I remember when i first entered the sunny island of Pulau Tekong ... i was so scared that i can't take the trainings this and that... during one of our drill lesson at the parade square... 'Kestrel' Company Sergent Major Eric Kan said: "Tons of recruits passed out from this parade square... If they can do it... i dun see why u guys can't do it" i linked this to 46SAR... cos we will be turning ops and we know that 46SAR is one of the most garang unit in Singapore... but our senior was able to complete everything and ORD peacefully... if they can do it... why can't we??? hopefully all of us will be able to endure through all this stuffs together...

We learn from mistakes... And we stand up from where we fall... Together we will never allow the whole platoon to fall...